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Sigh... Ok, here's the deal. I don't know why, but lately I've been looking up some strange stuff on this site and I'm... how should I put this... intrigued by what I've found. I keep searching for it and now I can't stop looking at it. I don't know what I can do to break the habit. I don't know what's wrong with me, but hopefully I can either snap myself out of it or embrace my curiosities.
I'm not asking for judgement, I'm just seeking advice.
I'm not asking for judgement, I'm just seeking advice.
Seventeenth Entry- I'm Not Dead!
I have returned and this time I have a scanner, which means I can now upload stuff as often as I please (if school doesn't prevent me from doing so, anyway.)
I uploaded a new picture, and god DAMN it took forever to finish. I think that the week I spent drawing this was the most time I've ever put into drawing something. Usually I can crank out a good sketch in about an hour or two, but this had a LOT of detail and a LOT of color.
(Click this. And make sure you read the description if you want to know what's going on here.)
I hope you like it because if so that means I can make more and dilute my growing psychosis. I might be able to draw
Sixteenth Entry-The Chapman Bros. would be proud.
Well.
One year and three months with absolutely no uploads.
That's got to be some sort of record for me.
Truth be told, I would have deleted this thing long ago, but I never really felt right taking down about 2 years worth of work. I feel really bad that I haven't done anything with this account since April of last year, but my life has been giving my ass a thorough beating. On the bright side, a lot of cool stuff has happened.
After many trials and tribulations (I actually don't know what the hell a tribulation is but it sounds cool), I managed to get into my top choice of college: Boston University. Not only that but I got through my f
Fifteenth Entry- It's Been a While.
I don't know why I'm even writing this stuff down, since none percent of my watchers actually read my journal entries.
I guess I just feel the need to vent every once in a while.
My life is a confusing mess right now. I think I've taken on way too much to handle. Between school, my story ideas, my collab project with ~starwarsfan1996 (https://www.deviantart.com/starwarsfan1996) and volunteering for Youth Journalism International, I can barely keep my head straight. That's not even factoring in the artist's and musician's blocks I've had for about four months each.
I've got so much stuff I want to do and so little time to do it and now my dad is getting on my ass about studying m
Fourteenth Entry- I give up.
I lost the Thirty Day Challenge. I just couldn't keep up.
My real life is kicking my ass. Sometimes I wish I could just kick my life's ass for change. Do what I want with my life instead of having it push me around like a little bitch. So, yeah. No more 30-Day-Challenge for me. I'll be back, but I can't promise when or how. For now, I'm just going to lay low and come up with new Ideas.
Why must my life suck so much?
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If so, you probably shouldn't post your concerns here. It's better to talk to someone else you know personally.