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Fifteenth Entry- It's Been a While.

Journal Entry: Thu Apr 4, 2013, 5:57 PM

I don't know why I'm even writing this stuff down, since none percent of my watchers actually read my journal entries.

I guess I just feel the need to vent every once in a while.

My life is a confusing mess right now. I think I've taken on way too much to handle. Between school, my story ideas, my collab project with :iconstarwarsfan1996: and volunteering for Youth Journalism International, I can barely keep my head straight. That's not even factoring in the artist's and musician's blocks I've had for about four months each.

I've got so much stuff I want to do and so little time to do it and now my dad is getting on my ass about studying more. What he doesn't seem to realize is that I've got a lot of other stuff that I want to do. I can't spend every single goddamn day and night looking over a textbook. I want to LIVE, goddamnit!

I'm sorry if I come off as whiny and annoying but I'm just really bloody tired of all this mounting tension. I just want high school to be over so I can head off to college, and I want my brain to stop being lazy and come up with something besides new concepts.

The sooner that either one happens, the better. I know I need to calm down, but that's easier said than done. At this rate, I'm going to need mental help by June.

Or a hug. A hug works just as well.

  • Mood: Tense
  • Listening to: Eminem
  • Reading: Wuthering Heights
  • Watching: Zero Punctuation
  • Playing: Stuff on Steam
  • Eating: Lasagna
  • Drinking: Mountain Dew


Alan Burkholder
Artist | Hobbyist | Digital Art
United States
Current Residence: Bristol, CT
Favourite genre of music: Alternative
Favourite style of art: Drawing
Operating System: Windows XP (It's a fossil, I know.)
MP3 player of choice: MP3
Favourite cartoon character: Scott Pilgrim
Personal Quote: Everyone is insane. But that's not necessarily a bad thing.

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StrongBrush1 Jan 19, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Sorry for the late reply, but thank you!
TomAstic-FanTastic Feb 17, 2013  Hobbyist Artist
thanks a lot for the watch ^^!
StrongBrush1 Feb 17, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
You're quite welcome.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY STRONG BRUSH AND HAVE A GOOD ONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
StrongBrush1 Jan 17, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thank you very much.
your very welcome dude
HAPPY BRITHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

StrongBrush1 Jan 17, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks, Starmic.
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